There are things you have no control over. There are things that you can change, but waiting for the future to happen, at least in my case, seems light years away. Lately it seems like everyone is having babies, getting married, buy homes, getting new cars. I want those things too. Well, I can’t have a baby because of my age and poor ovaries. OK, I will accept that. I can’t buy a home because I can’t afford to. I can’t get married because I am not serious with anyone. A car I can probably get but I have not making enough money yet. Thankfully, my current car is running…